Filmic Feelings

Uncertainty and insecurity in the afterglow of love. He loves me, he loves me not. Beautiful & chilling. Delicate, mesmerizing piano & a crying cello.

2:48 · 120 BPM

Lost again with no one to turn to and no place to call home. Wilted flowers on the windowsill. I saw them when I walked by. Weariness & resignation. Beautifully sad piano & ethereal strings & cello.

1:57 · 120 BPM

The stars are aligned in your eyes and their brightness allows me to be who I am. I wish you could see yourself through me. Warmhearted & beautiful. Optimistic piano & hopeful cello.

2:24 · 115 BPM

When the pain is too great to mend your broken heart and there's nothing left to feel. Drowning in your own sorrow and washed away in a river of tears. Heartbroken piano & cello.

3:55

Finally the long-awaited reunion with you and my heart is in my throat. Will you be different or will you still feel me in your soul? Anxious, hypnotic piano, chimes & heartbreaking cello.

2:55 · 115 BPM

Waiting in the car. You never show up and fearing the worst freezes the blood in my veins. Alone and wondering if I'll ever see you again. Slow single piano notes floating away into otherworldly sound design.

2:13 · 70 BPM

Paralyzed and unable to speak. Down in a hole alone with my grief. Is my life still worth living without your love? Will I ever feel alive again? Slow pulse & piano, a weeping cello & haunting sound design.

3:30

New life and new love. Springtime in Paris in perfect company and harmony. Another chance just when you thought your life was over. Sunny & euphoric. High on life. Uplifting synth & piano, waves of bouncy & dreamy sound design & yearning cellos.

2:21 · 102 BPM

Reality check. The honeymoon is over and real life challenges settle in hard. Intricacies and jealousy butting their way into your private life. Mysterious piano & sound design & suspenseful sweeping strings.

2:49 · 130 BPM

Erratic nervous behaviour. What are you hiding from me? Why are you avoiding me and ignoring my messages? Just give me a simple signal that you love me. Sneeky, mysterious & hypnotic.

3:17 · 110 BPM

Doom and dread. Lies and deception. Everything is over and will never again be as it once was. And now the police are questioning me at my door on a Sunday morning. No, it can't be true. Dark haunting tonality.

2:09

Endless days in a haze and just as many sleepless nights. A reverse nightmare you don't want to wake up to because it's your life. Remembering what happened and knowing it will never go away. Hypnotic acoustic & slide guitar in a dreamy synth soundscape.

2:43

Stalking me and leaving crazy messages on my phone, in my car, around my house. When will they finally throw him jail? Scared to death of someone I used to love. Anxious, inquisitive piano & haunting sound design.

2:11 · 110 BPM

Running scared. The defendant, aka my ex, is still on trial. My word against his. In the meantime, he watches, he follows, he designs his own drama starring me. My personal horror movie acted out in real time. Psychotic pursuit ending in capture.

2:39 · 84 BPM

He's behind bars finally, but for how long? The damage is done and I'll never trust another man. An emptiness weighs so heavy on my heart that it's nearly impossible for me to go on. Nothingness weighs the most. Repetative single guitar notes & spacey synth soundscape.

2:24 · 100 BPM

Old and gray now. The years have left me all alone. I think about my fate and wonder why it all happened to happen to little old me. Nostalgic piano. Another time and place.

3:07

Every cloud has a silver lining and the stars make us feel so small and insignificant. But does that make my life less real? Epic orchestral final? with church organ.

2:42 · 96 BPM